Hoping for the best, but expecting the worse...

Hi! Howzit? after 6 months of hardwork and pressures, the realization of having an outlet with myself. perhaps a web blog is the way to go. Its that time of the year again, here in our company for the so-called salary increase. I have great expectations for it, but in the end, when i openned my payslip--- it was an all-time low and blow in my life.